A Note To Say..
September 16th, 2008
Nathan, if you’re reading this then it’s dedicated to you and this is one of my little ways to say a massive thank-you for all of your support. Your support to me has meant everything, it’s kept me strong and your constant love and devotion has left me speechless on many occassions. And it is my honour to use this blog as a way to also publish this little “thanks” for the World to see.
Last night, you sent me to sleep despite me laying here shaking with nerves and crying about how scared I was to start University and having to be away from you for an unknown amount of time. You took all your tired energy to sit up with me and play music for me and cuddle me to sleep.
Today, you stood by my shaking side as I held back more nervous tears as I felt guilty and selfish for leaving you. When you came to meet me at lunch, you’d bought me a beautiful bouquet of flowers to say well done. You’d bought me my favourite sandwich and I loved how we sat and talked inside the station before you walked me back for my final hour there before I could come home with you. Not once did you complain, but you stood solid as a rock to support me. Even if you were bored out of your wits, never once did I hear about it. It was all, “well done you” and “I’m so proud of you, Kitty.” And now it’s my turn to say well done to you.
Thank you so much for standing by my side through the thick and thin. For constantly being my safety net and the person who looks after me so well. You really did treat me like royalty today and I just don’t know what to say! Everything you did was so perfect that it leaves me completely and utterly lost for words. Nothing I can say or do can even return the gratitude. Knowing you’re here for me is one of the best gifts I have ever had. I don’t know what I ever did so right to deserve you because you are what I always considered “out of my league” – but yet you chose me as the one to devote yourself to. I couldn’t help but devote myself to you since the moment I met you. I remember being so nervous the first time I ever spoke to you on the phone! And now I hate talking to you on the phone because it reminds me of the 7 months we were apart and not able to get to one another. But it isn’t always negative, talking on the phone also reminds me of when I called you when I landed in Australia to say I was around the corner and about to be with you again, but this time – there’d never be any separation between us again like we’d been through.
So Nathan, this is just a note to say thank you for loving me the way you do. In return, I’m going to treat you to a great day out because you deserve it more than anything. You’ve been such an amazing inspiration to me and an incredible “other-half” – so thank you.
I love you more than words can ever say. I’m forever your’s.
