Life is so good right now, we are on a high, we are buzzing from head to toe with adrenalin. Everything we have worked for, fought for and lived for has worked and we can be normal people again instead of hungry zombies. The wind is blustering through the lace curtains onto our tired eyes and we can sleep tonight knowing life is going to be alright.
I had been having heart pains ever since Nathan started his new job in April. I just put it down to stress and the missing him and having to be apart most of the week. I just thought it was a bad lovebug. But I decided to undergo lots of tests even though they shook their heads and found nothing.
All the while I finished a qualification. I finished my ECDL which was what was really in my way to being with Nathan as the ECDL required for me to take regular exams in London. 2 days after I finished my final exam, I received news about why my heart had been hurting. They finally found that I was dangerously low in a certain hormone which was causing my heart and chest to give me cramps. That was a week of tying up all loose ends. 3 months of stress and worry was over. I felt so alive. Life felt like it was becoming new again.
Yesterday was what really counted. Nathan was offered a new job in London. Not only is the pay better, it meant we could finally settle down somewhere comfortable where he’d be really happy. I could then really kick start my career, get myself agency signed and buy my new camera. It’s a chance for really bright things for both of us. Nathan will be working on nationwide projects, so we will be walking down the street and see his work right there. His career is about to rocket and hopefully mine will follow after too. This is what life is about.
These past 3 months have been testing. There have been tears and there’s been heart ache. But through it all, we clung on for what we believed in. We clung on and fought for a better way and Nathan pulled through and can now move back to London. He’s the real hero of the day. <3
I bought Nay a brand new touchscreen LG phone as a present. I think he’s infatuated with it, it honestly came to bed with us last night. I’m super glad he likes it though, I think I like it a lot too, I just can’t get enough time with it to really tell how amazing it is! [:

Never stop for a second on your dreams because they will reward you if you treat them well. Make sure you keep them alive and let them know you’re always working on them. Dreams are precious and rare, don’t ever lose them. You can always make them happen, but they take a lot of TLC to get there. It’s all so worth it in the end.
Until next time! I shall keep you posted a lot more on our progress. Ciao!












